Sunday, March 14, 2010

The beginning

As I sit here, listening to ambient, waiting for breakfast, the window is being attacked by tiny raindrops, hundreds of them. The noise is deafening and rendering me headache bound. Perhaps the warped sleep schedule may be contributing to this state or the myriad of things on my plate at the mo. Enough to overwhelm even the most stalwart player, I think sometimes.
To recover: recovery. Re-cover: to cover one's self after the surface has been stripped away. Even the word recovery is about growth I suppose. I am making good progress - this is for sure. My endurance, my tolerance is good. I wish there was a guide book for recovering from a traumatic life event. what sights to see, what to avoid, the most frequently traveled route. How to keep it real without venturing too deep into the unknown.